i hate people!

I HATE PEOPLE! SO MUCH!!! FARK!!! 

I stayed behind at school for a bitch session with my friend and i have come to realise that some people from my family are screwed in the head > i know its not nice but FARK they make me hate people!

How insane is it when you have relatives who think they're so much better than others when they're just shytehouse stupid and up themselves (not naming them) and they think they're all that... BITCH IF YOU'RE SO RICH MOVE TO ENGLAND AND BUY A CASTLE TO LIVE IN! and if you're so smart farking get 3 phd's at harvard; one for law, one for med and one for rocket science coz they shyte is hard.... but no you're right... you're sooooo much better than all of us coz... you can insult other people's kids behind their backs just coz you can't take them being smarter, more hardworking than your own kids.

And OMG what are you meant to do when your own parent is a complete dick to you? I've wanted to move out so many times and i hate giving other people shyte bc someone makes me want to stay out late and never go home. 

And i friggen hate two faced people (hmm maybe i hate myself a little when i bitch about people and not to their faces but that's just venting) "OMG you're soooooo pretty and you're sooo funny... you're my best friend...!!!" "oh yeah... omg... amy? that ugly bitch..."  < haha.... no one actually said that i was just giving an example ;) my friends aren't nasty just that sometimes it makes me wonder; we bitch about each other all the time and even though occassionally we crack it at eachother, tell eachother what we really think in times when our subconsious thoughts leak out like a slurred nightmare, do we ever stop to wonder hang on... if they're bitching to me about this person, they could be bitching about me to the person we're currently bitching about; so stupid people i'm telling you: money doesn't make the world go round; gossip does, bitching does, clawing eachother's eyes out does. 

I hate that thre's so much hate around me but sometimes i just lose it.... i feel really bad after i've calmed down and i wanna say sorry to the people who had to witness my rage and loss of self control on my ongoing unlady-like rant about how much of a dousche someone is. how embarassing, letting yourself go to the wrong person and scaring them away for life... 

haha someone told me the other day that i was obnoxious... and damn it never occurred to me and i dunno if im ok with that but i guess i am and not much can change... sighs....

i also hate the people who won't pay me! they owe me more than 1 month's salary and won't pay me until another 2 weeks; what kind of rubbish is that? I called in 3 weeks ago and they said that i would get it by this week > so i go to their office today and said that i needed to hand in my contract earlier and that now i have to wait another 2 weeks. I NEED MONEY TO EAT!!! I WANT TO EAT!!!! WHY WONT THEY LET ME EAAAATTTT???!?!?!??!?!?! I am SO angry today...

But i feel bad coz i stormed off and the girl working there was actually really nice; it was just the other older asian lady that i didn't like the look of; giving me the whole: no you have to wait another 2 weeks because you didn't do the contract until last friday: BITCH I SIGNED IT ON THURSDAY! and the other chick came and got it off me personally ON THURSDAY! and besides; isn't it your responsibility to inform us if we haven't signed our contract? like ffs like it wouldn't bother you if you didn't get paid for over a month WTF! I BET YOU WOULD WADDLE YOUR FAT ASS INTO THE OFFICE AND DEMAND A PAYmeNT and if they didn't pay you, you would friggen eat their desk and then the person! > ok that was mean but it had to be let out... or else i'll accidentally spill it like blood over my email to my co-ordinator when i email her about school work... 

OH here's something... i had a meeting today with my project leaders and the leader of the other project was a dickhead you could say mildly but he's a surgeon so he thinks that makes him the expert of everything even on the project that my co-ord has designed, investigated and lead for like the past i don't know how many years; when she wrecked the old guy all he could say was: oh i guess... yeah...JUST ADMIT THAT YOU'RE WRONG WhICH IS WHAT YOU ARE coz you don't know jack shyte about other people's project, because whilst i wouldn't argue with you about lung surgery, im sure my advisor knows more about my project in the brain more than you can comprehend. and all the while he was going: "aren't you making too many assumptions?" UH NO? aren't you being way over your head in assuming you know a topic better than someone whos dedicated their career studying it? its like someone from the english department trying to debate e=mc2 with albert einstein > like dude.... are you stupid? 

sighs.... but lucky there are still people that i like... =)

steph's drunk 22nd birthday

Yesterday was Stephy's birthday. We were all excited coz we wanted to see her drunk...and boy did she get drunk =) The day started with lamb arriving at my house to pick up helen and goosey then headed to chaddy for a last minute gift; we already had something in mind and since the bday girl just mved into her new apartment, we decided to get her a spice rack (it was nice ok!?) and a bottle of premixed apple toffee alcohol yum yum.

Naturally we got there late and throughout the arvi we played monopoly deal (won my first 3 games thru newbie luck) and big2 =) i got owned in big two... but that was okay... bc as long as someone besides the bday girl won, the bday girl had to drink; the rules were: loser (person with most cards left had to drink regardless and then the winner picked a person to drink - aka stephy) Poor steph didn't win a single game after the drinking rules started which kinda contributed to her getting drunk ;)

Goosey was just down drinks for fun and Ang had to leave early so we had to get steph tipsy b4 she left which was somewhat accomplished. The biggest disaster that arvo was my first attempt at iced chocolate. Don't get me wrong... i don't like following recipes very much and i thought the odd microwaving and then stiring in the cream would be fine.... BIG mistake friggen didn't stir enough cream and then chocolate wouldnt melt SOOOO started all over again with only 1/3 of the milk left. The second round was perfect tasted awesome only was a lil too chocolatey coz i didnt have enough milk left; so sad. and depite the second round being yummy (even lamb sed so and hes on a diet), no one would drink it coz they saw what the first round looked like; but that was okay since i ended up finishing most of it coz i love chocolate... mmm

But yeah... we got lost on the way home and that was fun =)

Hope stephy has no hangover and she loved her bday party =)

save the date for my 21st - location: on the streets

i am going to be 21 soon so i've been working my ass off... okay nearly working my ass off to get together a venue, doing invitations, sort out menus etc. and i was still looking through venues... and you know when you have the feeling like you want this place but not too sure whether to book it yet? and i was really struggling to fully comprehend the bar tab/ drinks cards dilemma in my head. so when i asked the place that i was really interested in to save the 26th for me, they sent me an email back to tell me that it's already been booked...

Rewind 2 weeks >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

2 weeks ago i looked at a nice place that was pretty much perfect i was just unsure about the pricing > i mean come on > i just got back from overseas not too long ago and i spent all my money > and so in the meantime i wanted my bf to come and help me look at the other venues; but he was always busy or our timing was off and i was too busy and well it ended up that we only saw our 2nd and 3rd venues that we disliked yesterday > which meant that 2 weeks have gone by without actually doing much so now...

Back to the present>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Now... i have lost the only venue that i would have even considered and actually did like quite a bit. and all i wanna do it blame my bf for not being up to it to go check them out with me > being to busy at home to even help me look for more > but i know it's all my fault but now im totally bummed coz i don't know where i should host my party. i was even going to book the venue yesterday > im so emo now...><

when i first got the email i was thinking ; fark it i'll just not have a party i can't be stuffed anymore > i have my honours to worry about > i have my house falling apart to worry about > so many things to worry about and i have to worry about my 21st birthday party > i just wished that my bf helped me out a little more to relieve me of so much crap to handle. but i see that that's not going to happen and i cant cancel my party just coz i cant get the potentially most suitable place for my masquerade themed cocktail party > that's ok > worst comes to worst we can celebrate my birthday out in the open air > on the side of the road =) classy.

so save the date people > what: my 21st birthday > dress code: cocktail with masks > when: 26th March > location: on the streets.

work>rage

OMG on Thursday I was in at work just minding my own business... doing everything I was meant to be doing... when the phone rang... initially the other girl picked it up but since she's new, she didn't really understand what to do in the situation she was put in (i like her shes nice and she dresses well) > This is how it went down.

"Hello, Amy speaking"

Fob guy with OK English (so when you read this lines, please read it in your head with a Fob accent) "Hi, I want to know why you charge me $20! I pay for the $266 class and then I go to my bank statement and you charge me more $20. $20 isn't much but you know, I sign right in front of you and you go take my money."

"Uh, sorry about the confusion, just let me check on the database...um sorry but it says here that you paid $266, we did not take a further $20 from you..."

"YES YOU DID! What I want is an explanation! It says here Monash Clayton $20 from my credit card! Now you fix it!"

"Can I please have a copy of the receipt?" thinking: {WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS GUY????}

"THERE IS NO RECEIPT! I just looked at the bank and they told me to contact you first so I'm telling you eh; if you don't fix this, I will go the bank and I will report you! Now you listen to me. What kind of customer service is this? I thought you at Monash University such a prestigious university would do something like this eh! You blue collar white collar folks just think you can go off and take people's money and then you don't want to fix the problem!"

"Err... I am very sure that we did not charge you the $20. We don't have your credit card details to do so..."

"THEN WHY DOES IT SAY $20 MONASH CLAYTON? Are you not Monash Clayton? Now you lieing to me?" 

"Could it be possible that you made a purchase through the actual university; bc we are a separate organisation: we're student run..."

"NO! It says Monash Clayton! I didn't give my credit card details to anyone else!"

"But..." 

"NO YOU LISTEN TO ME! Who do you think you are? You think you can just try and push the problem away? You trying to just act like it never happened. I know all about you blue collar white collar people. Let me tell you! I am going to report you to the bank and I will report you! GOODBYE!"

me: W   TTTT FFFFFFFFF

Story of my career. HAHA > farking angry asian.... lemme tell you something... I KNOW WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE! so if i ever see you on the streets; imma punch you in the face!

Afterword:

He then proceeded to fax over the bank statement:

It read $266 (our organisation name)

Then directly above it $20 (Monash Clayton) > which is DIFFERENT to the organisation name for us. SO angry asian, let me tell you: IF YOU HAD ANY SORT OF FRIGGEN BRAINS you would have realised that if the same organisation charged you your friggen $20 life savings, it would have shown up as the same friggen name you loser! So you can go and call your bank and report us but you'll have it shoved in your face that it wasn't us and when that happens: I'll give you a courtesy call just to egg an apology from you! Coz you called us more than 5 times that day "I really don't know what happened to my $20..." then proceeded to hang up. You're not a child anymore. Please use your head and think about crap before you rage at people. I'm gonna friggen find out where you work and study to become your boss just so I can make your workplace a living nightmare!

Haha that last line was a lie.... =P sif I'ld do something like that...

But yes... he raged... I raged... and I hope it he gets his ass handed to him when the bank tells him that it wasn't us! 

BWAAAHAAA on a better note... work was fun after that =) the new girls nice and i love her blazer jacket =)

eheeeeee

awesome anniversary

It's funny how sometimes when you think you know how important a day is to someone just to be proven wrong by watching them wreck it. Is it too much to ask for just one day without him... saying something stupid, being obnoxious and inconsiderate, telling me about all the worries in his life, without being constantly reminded that "i have to be home early... no seriously", without making me feel like it didn't mean much to him anyway. Was it too much to ask for an extra 20 minutes to talk?

Seems so since on that day he said something really stupid, was being quite obnoxious and probably without realising so > inconsiderate much? But what I hate most; what i have a l w a y s hated the most is the "i have to be home early" coz, uh... no you don't. If you were already late back, why not just spend a couple more minutes, walking me to the door and saying a real good night? Friggen guys I swear I would make such a better bf... 

I know I said that I would get over it but who da fark goes and says a random has a nice rack to their gf on their 3rd year anniversary? Do all guys think about doing that? Coz if so; they should be shot...

And as if you wouldn't walk your gf to the door; is it really that hard? Just get out of the damn taxi and walk like 50m > say goodnight. But no sorry; you had to be home early and you were already late and your mum was sick and your house was a mess and you were really tired. Lace an anniversary with a tonne of excuses throughout the day and you got my 3rd year.

So thank you for an awesome reminder of how we made it through 3 years.

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